53 A N D R O G E N O T S

53 A N D R O G E N O T S


A trillion of trillions of years before
This way between(among) revolts and repression, the Mekhanes was reconstructed and the experiment already was prepared again, again an alone day was absent for the trip of M out of the universe. The body of L, it(he,she) had started being invaded by the mechanisms and cables of those who normally were infecting and imprisoning the Thaumasios, and had any human link prohibited but, eluding the vigilance, achievement to escape and it(he,she) searched to M, during an exhausted dawn, to propose the androgénesis him(her).
L entered silently to the cubicle of M, which woke up still(yet) without listening to it.

- M - he(she) said L very slow not to spoil the almost complete silence of the platforms at this high hour - I come to give a fruit to our atavistic disease, the androgénesis. I wait agree to be of this form my real eromenoi. I want to be joined to you by the rest of the time before that separate completely theirs the others.

The violent one and simultaneously innocent M looked at it wishing the same thing, but he(she) said:
- it is absolutely forbidden, no laboratory will admit … in addition the Thaumasios they can neither make nor feel what you do. And the worse(worst) thing, tomorrow I will die. I sit(feel) the same desire, but from tomorrow it will be impossible that we are nearby. It is not possible to generate(breed) an androgenote in these conditions.
- for that we die it(he,she) is that we reproduce. M, there will be other conditions. I am sure that you will turn - he(she) said L almost lying and contradicting what he before had believed
- for this moment already it(he,she) will be developing.
M was quiet, a former drive moved inside him(it). That one that it(he,she) began in this dark primitive(original) sea and that it(he,she) it was crossing also to him(it). It(he,she) looked at the empty air, thought that tomorrow already would not feel it and said with a certain sorrow(sentence): " It(He,She) Would Be as that a part(report) of me will remain in this world, of which I will not take part any more. My part always with you ".
- do not be how, but we will do it. The two we will be united in him(it), will leave it in a world that we do not know since(as,like) it will be later that we eliminate - he(she) said L remembering(reminding) the absurd of the reproduction - the atavistic disease sacrifices the life of the present man, for whom it(he,she) will come - he(she) concluded L and understood brief the absurdity of the atavistic disease and the logic of the hatred that Herakón took as she(it).
- yes, I wish it - he(she) said loaded with emotion M-hagámoslo, though another generation should not exist we will try(mean) it.
- Si - Said L determined - first let's prepare the cells - he(she) said L caught as M for this longing of eternity, which exists in everything what is finite. The will of immortality of everything what dies.

Then, there, in the locus of M, both for the first time and also for last time they submitted to the former ritual of the eromenois.
The lovers look for a unit from his(her,your) incompletitud, across an intensity that penetrates and founds(fuses) his(her,your) unmaterialities, using for it his(her,your) materialities.

M was breathing as if it(he,she) was on the verge of sobbing, the eyes with which they looked were shining lewd of the atavistic disease, L saw to M taken off of any thing that was not he(it) and appeared without attachments or uniforms, only they two in pure condition(state). His(her,your) integrities, without borders or edges, joined.
When M surrounded for the first time the lukewarmness and dampness of L under his(her,your) jawbone, it(he,she) could not stop dropping a drowned noise that was venting a desperate form of qualia: the pleasure.
As the cold and immobile wood it happens(passes) to be a changeable and intense fire, since the matter turns(becomes) energy, his(her,your) aching and worn-out(finished) meats, they detonated in physical sensations and in carnal(full) poetry(poem). The first second of the dizziness, L felt such a pleasure that was as if the cosmos itself was the qualia of the possession and was falling down on him(it), crossing it in all directions(addresses).
Adding the emptinesses of his(her,your) two lonelinesses a simple thing was formed(trained) by the first time in them, without parts(reports) or structure. They found one with other one in this in without forms or differences that it is the physical love.

In the final situation, on having ended the last urgency of rite, M it(he,she) shouted as if it(he,she) was suffering a terrible pain. In the intensity of the primitive(original) and coarse pleasure, abysses were opened inside them and were falling down together up to shocking one with other one, being torn into pieces. In this universe of in, without time or extension, his(her,your) two consciences they became one.

Then. L and M slept while short tears were going out of his(her,your) eyes, affected of so much(many) and so rare(strange) happiness. So much that had wanted to die in the lukewarmness of this short dream together.

After it, they went out for the complexes in search of a head office(plant) of androgénesis insecure of that the artificial thing, it(he,she) was helping them to give life.