76 CHESS AGAINST HERAKHON

76 CHESS AGAINST HERAKHON

A trillion of trillions of years later …

I, in these depths, newly was finding the explanation of my to exist, or rather, the justification of my not to exist. I itself was sleeping in this empty mind that we are called Thecnetos; this way I was immortal, but the one that walks and elucubra these monologues it(he,she) is volatile and fleeting. Other one I is eternal and solid, whereas this one I is assailed and conquered by the colossal forces of the last planet. The humanity reached the eternal life, and nothing will conquer it, as promised all his(her,your) religions, since they felt all his(her,your) dogmas. An immortality to which already it(he,she) was stretching this first molecule germinal in that primitive(original) sea, before last of those millions of molecules that you join did this brave and exhausting gallery of prominent figures. Beings who lived, loved, suffered, dreamed and that then stopped being, perpetuating these inert(passive) conductive molecules. One of his(her,your) better inventions - not intentional-, it was the human conscience; The fear of the death, an old trick inserted by his(her,your) evolution to make it to persist. Now this blind molecule has achieved his(her,your) last longing or, I correct myself, his(her,your) natural consequence, it(he,she) empties of intention clearly: to achieve his(her,your) eternal replicación. The life does not have ends(purposes), only consequences.
To the molecule germinal already he(she) needs more neither the conscience nor the life, because of it I have to get lost and to the Thecnetos not him(her) incumbe to save myself. This miracle of which the raw(unripe) matter receives(charges) conscience only was an incident in the natural history, unnecessarily in the new historical - evolutionary context of the matter; the life is now one more left instrument, of the multiple ones that the molecule opened(deploied) tenazmente germinal, in his(her,your) "longing" of continuing forward.
Life and conscience - he(she) understood it-, are not the same thing. I felt grieved by these truths, by the evidence of an explanation for my human condition and, in last instance(authority), for my condition to be alive(vivacious). An atrocious condition!
Caught, and opposite to the infallible Herakhón, I wanted to go out of
My material confinement, to escape of my nature, to be since(as,like) some men of the past dreamed: a being transbiológico, liberated of this natural fatalism, to disobey my own(proper) programs constructed in million years of evolution, to rebel to this new instrument of the life: the Thecnetos. But to be revealed against our condition is to be revealed against all the depth itself of the past that has caused us and explains to us. It would be necessary - I thought - me to start(extract) to me itself, of me itself to be free. I closed the eyes affected, and a cold tear rolled about my cheek, while he(she) was pressing the fists(handles).
It(He) was hard to deal what age the Thecnetos and what was the man. It(he) is hard to know that an effect cannot rebel against his(her,your) reason without getting lost to yes same.
I put my hand in my eyes like me covering the sight; a silent weeping pressed the throat.
- it(he,she) has come the end … stops thinking - mortal Herakhón whispered - you must deliver your life to the Thecnetos.
- Are you you the Thecnetos? - I asked
- No - answered the multiple and artificial Herakhón - I am his(her,your) guardian and builder.
- the Thecnetos has not determined my end(purpose). You have decided it.
- this way it(he,she) is - said Herakón - I chose the better(best) thing for you, to be a part(report) the eternal humanity who takes care of the Thecnetos.
- then it is possible to do what the Thecnetos has not programmed, - I answered revealing me again.
- My mission in the córtex is to prevent the organic life. Since that of the Emissary is to preserve it. But nothing will get lost with your death. Do not be afraid. It(he,she) allows that it(he,she) should finish my service to the Thecnetos and to the immortal humanity.
- Not! - I shouted-, sticking to the life.
- there is no reason not sense for your desire to persist, - answered Herakhón - there nor is reason in order that before they had born different. Your molecule germinal will never die.
- If I was giving to you a reason would you leave me? - I asked conquered Herakhón that was done only of reason.
Herakón was quiet. Doubting. He(she) was accustomed to listen to these requests and tricks. And it(he,she) was patient on having given death. To give it was his(her,your) only(unique) entertainment in these eternities.
- Sí - he(she) said - They all look for her before the end(purpose). But you will not be able to find this reason. Since the life makes neither sense nor justification. The life actually(indeed) does not exist, there is not necessary to distinguish it like from other chemical phenomena, but they are born all believing that there is something special in her(it), but it is not. They are born all being afraid to the death, but there is nothing to be afraid of in her(it).

As time, the men are born doomed(condemned) not to understand the life and the world. It is an act of charity with the cosmos to finish with so much(many) mistake and absurdity. For that the men are born irrational, uncognitive and blind. I before was human and now I am a logical entity in the entrails of the Thecnetos. I have neither body nor form. Only the coherence of the reason shapes me. If for her(it) you detain me, I will detain.
But it(he,she) will be impossible.

The life lacks sense and therefore of some reason of being - he(she) concluded.