80 THE TIME IS THE SHADE OF THE CONSCIENCE

80 THE TIME IS THE SHADE OF THE CONSCIENCE

I thought debilitated: " It is impossible to survive in the labyrinths of the avernus. I must emerge. "
Suddenly I made these reflections incomplete, since I felt a frightening noise to my backs. I remembered(reminded) my current situation, weightlessly in the center of the Thecnetos; my terror turned suddenly into an amazing hope. The noise might be the Emissary who was returning, that was floating between(among) the wired up one up to me. I turned eagerly to it meet again. Then a noise took place(was produced) again, but clearly artificial. I shivered with fear and remembered that the Emissary would not do with me this trip.
Here nearby it(he,she) had to be slightly more.
I remained immobile. It already was to my backs. I felt cold while he(she) was sensing beforehand his(her,your) look on me and a frozen sweat crossed me. I listened to my breathing as amplified by an echo.
About me, the reality of the tunnels was continuing; the world always exists in spite of what sintamos. Of this atrocious tangle, there had gone out the letters that came to me: here something more was living; it had travelled fastly to my meeting, as a spider that one hurries when it(he,she) perceives the arrival of the guest to his(her,your) rare(strange) house.
- here I am, - he(she) said a sandy voice - I am L come to bring the trasmundo.
I was sorry my trapezes to be tightened(tensed) hardly. Fighting against the fear, I tried to answer uselessly to the voice, but my body was not obeying me.
- I know that you listen to me - he(she) said his(her,your) almost imperceptible voice-.
Resting(Relying) precariously on the remains, I turned my floating body to see it and only I saw more tunnels in his(her,your) delirious planned one, but not to it that was calling yes the same L itself. I felt as if there was emptying a frozen liquid of the bones of my legs. Probably L was speaking only in my mind.
- I am the one who wrote these letters. I take trillions of years waiting for you in the bosom of the Thecnetos, and across the Thecnetos I found you finally. I sent the Emissary in order that I bring you up to me - he(she) said this voice that was looking like to myself a coming of a fever.
My heart started buzzing, my ears(hearing) were stopped up.
- And where are you? - I said humbly and I surprised to listen to my words, heard them like said by other one.
I waited for contrite the response in the darkness, while a noisy blood torrent was galloping in my ears(hearing). L answered with his(her,your) opaque tone.
- I am here inside - he(she) said and I could not need(specify) the direction(address)-.
In this moment I saw a black disc between(among) the waste, touched it with the fingers and felt his(her,your) vibration with the voice of L.
" I am inside the Thecnetos and speak to you from the prehistory of the world. My words million and million of years have slept in the Thecnetos, waiting for you ".
Amazed, I listened:
" I invent the Thecnetos and that will survive, and in him(it) I inserted my more dear dream. I worked as all to obtain the eternal life of the humanity, but another thing wanted that it(he,she) lasted and that it(he,she) never finishes ".
As if he(she) had not dealt to L. suddenly I said:
- do not be what things are past. I have never known it. Neither be who you are, even nor be why there is a universe to me around, neither what is the Thecnetos, or what is the conscience, or the one who is really the Emissary. If you are a part(report) of the Thecnetos say it to me and also say to me whom it are I - charm.

The voice went out in a few seconds before answering, while an artificial noise was spreading. It was the Thecnetos that was delaying in looking from the bottom(fund) of his(her,your) totality for the engraved response of that dead man.

- For what universe and do not I empty? - it(he,she) repeated me L - answering this first question it is answered quite. He(she) ponders. Since a universe might be possible and not to be? It is absurd that nothing existed only and at the same time the possibility that the cosmos exists. Since it(he) might be necessary and reasonable that existed the natural laws and that did not happen? Why nothing would happen instead of the being, if anything can "happen"?
There is no really another possibility apart from the fact that the universe is. Because of it the universe happens.
The universe this one only and it is a fullness of being. The universe and his(her,your) existence are inevitable. Other one is impossible.

Once being only it(he,she) can be since(as,like) it(he,she) is, differently serious absurdity, of there his(her,your) precise laws. For being since(as,like) it(he,she) is the Thecnetos exists, the Emissary and you.
- the Thecnetos … - I add the worn-out(finished) voice of L-, now you will know what is.