11 COSMIC DIASPORA

.A trillion of trillions of years before …
- In a few minutes there will come the warriors of the last conquest, such a M was the manager of looking for the information and he will bring them - said to L, already mature and skinny, worn out Ahelios for years of a former evil, since he was affected from his youth by a strange form of the atavistic disease ( The love or the falling in love).
- Probably can to verify my prediction on the animals metadimensionáles - thought discreetly L, dreaming of having precariously the reason - pus check my supposition and … a new way of thinking the nature - ended up by intoning, insecurely the latter phrase only by half - and this stupid universe finally will finish.
Ahelios look at he guessing his hopes.
- Do not wait very much, simply we them will relocate and re-begin the record - Ahelios paternalmente said to him and I look at the young person L with certain commiseration, this one was coming from seeing it every day more and more misled in these mistaken theoretical labyrinths, and in his nonchalance to the own and foreign life.
L. was quiet, slightly offended by his superior, who was obliging but incredulous of his ideas.
- also it wanted that something extraordinary happens, this labor is of such a sterility that I understand your hopes - said comprehensive and intimate Ahelios.
- but … what would happen if neither there was information of his existence in the researches of the conquered metacorporación? - he asked doubting his own hypothesis L.
- we should wait to the following expeditions or examine if there is mistake in the equipments of monitoring - answered sceptic Ahelios who knew very well the procedures repeated by them so often.
- according to formless several these are in perfect conditions - headded L returning shyly to believe in it same - I think that already the metadimensionals animals do not exist. Already perhaps it determines the near end of this senseless phenomenon that we are called …
Ahelios I look like reproving in his apprentice this disdain that tape-worm for the existence.
- It is impossible that already they do not exist, for that they would not exist? - slightly tired Ahelios said and giving for the conversation finished with a subtle gesture of nuisance.
- Two warriors, Ayazx and M, they are waiting out to deliver the requested material - one said perfectly human voice, it was the androide Nimis, of angular aspect and intense look. Nobody would suspect on having seen her naturalness that was not a Human as the others, which it was a machine without me.

-pass - said Ahelios gathered to his scientist's responsibilities. Nimis escorted the ferreous giants.
The figures big and beautiful drawn of both warriors appeared between the equipments of sophisticated science. Strong and serene M, with a sheen of purity in the eyes, and Ayazx arrogant and proud of his stature and beauty.
The conversation began.
-talk succinctly about your findings, did they manage to save the files on metadimensionals animals? - ask L to M as if he was going to an insensitive thing add lowering the voice - probably an old theoretical universe dies with the results of your finding, and be born simpler other one … the reasons are always simple and few ones and the effects numerous and complex - he added like want to share with this stranger, his hope for discovering a new kernel for the world.
- yes - he said with a deep and warm voice M, which did not understand what wanted to say L but which worried - they are completely upright.
- What did find? Did it check them? - he asked methodical Ahelios.
M seemed not to have listened to it, was looking to L for the first time and his attention was turning to him aside and to his strange words almost imperceptibly, a few steps beyond what it was normal. His wide chest was breathing something more rapid and strong.
Neither nobody, nor he itself, it noticed it.
L also felt a vain sensation that he could not identify, while his breathing was worrying. Something activated a mechanism that was waiting invisibly in the most primitive part of his brain from his birth. A little slept that it had germinated and now it was looking out of the first time. But not for last time.

Ahelios interrupted:
- Speak to us finally about the results.
- What we have found - said monumental and firm M - it is that another metha-corporation concluded that there were no already metadimensionals animals in all his known universe.
Ahelios looked amazed at his ward L who had foreseen it. This one felt intellectual happiness and then a deaf sorrow.
- Where is information? - he asked amazed Ahelios.
- they can examine them in the heart of the information system. They are already acceded to the general library - it answered, big and beautiful M.
L and Ahelios rushed to tell the information and checked them mute. While, the giants were waiting. For Ahelios it was a question of an impossible phenomenon that it was breaking with diverse theoretical principles, for L the confirmation of a former suspicion that was going years pondering and that now he was amazing him. The evidence of which the structure of the cosmos had guarded yet a secret. This day develaba, and with him, a terrible news for all, except for L, to whom him there were indifferent the practical considerations of his ideas. Though them of these they were terrible.

Ayazx got impatient soon despising the labors, without emotion and monotonous, of both technical personnel. Something in his look was scaring and offending the others, Ahelios felt as if this cynical look was saying to him without words that in contrast with her of him, his life was poor and ridiculous.
But disciplinadamente both warriors waited for the orders to retire.
His monumental somas, as two exquisite, made compositions of volumes and perfect lines, were standing out in the disorder and unsightliness of the poor laboratories.
Minute to minute and reading after reading they were turning it to verifying. Neither were metadimensionals animals for another metacorporación.
Ahelios said to his ward L:
- You can dismiss the warriors. I suppose they will have more tasks that to realize - Immediately after this order a small letter ignited in L though inexplicable unease.
L it went to M and on having seen it brightly almost he forgot what he had to say to him:
- already your presence is not necessary any more, we are grateful for your effort and meticulousness to do… - and on having stopped saying it, he felt as repentance of provoking with these indifferent words, which this stranger was eliminating forever.
Ayazx felt relief and urgency for going away, while M, felt a slight and inexplicable brake. But confused and disciplined, he moved away.
To L it was difficult slightly more of the normal thing to him to see to go away to the warrior. I suffocate this irrational emotion in him. He was a stranger and did not need to return to see it.
In the conversations with Ahelios the forms of the fearsome and beautiful M interrupted the reasons and abstract considerations, which he was weaving on the metadimensionals animals in his mind.
- it will make you happy to confirm one of your secret ideas - said Ahelios - probably it is only a coincidence but I congratulate you.
- not. On the contrary, it saddens me, though I do not deal why - he said L drawing with his face a delicate worry and a sorrow - this disappearance means something more. Slightly very seriously.
- let's not stop to demolish the mind, atengámonos to what we have discovered - he said comprehensivly and methodical Ahelios to his subordinate.
- it must inform Herakón, he will have an explanation for this - he said returning of his thoughts L.
- I believe that you will be able for the first time to make it you, you will be useful to explain your ideas.

Then L it sat down and left his mind to rest of any calculation or consideration. An emotional tide was raising inside him, flooding a dark landscape.

The structures of Nimis's mechanical brain, they registered and processed everything and answered creativamente to the observed of diversely manners. His neuronals systems, they were reasoning, were creating, were calculating and reporting, though without passing any of these actions for any conscience, no self was constructed in the androide, it was not her artificial intelligence a subject opposite to an object, but an object interacting with another object. Being ignored mutually indeed.
-L does not have range to have an appointment with a Thaumasios, you or I will present this report to Herakón - Nimis said finally.
L, look at Ahelios and at Nimis, and he felt this second, that his innermost being was in a very remote place of them, there a few words appeared, there was outlined a letter that perhaps he would never send, it would begin this way:

…Your eyes are severe,
They are a half-open door that I have never crossed
For dread, probably...
I have drawn in so many pappers your eyes
That now will roll in different points of the city.
How many things still I do not understand of you.
I complete them of ….
- Ahelios - said L returning from that place - often times I speak myself of your atavistic disease, I have never felt it and in general I detest that my reasons are importuned by feelings but …
- though it is prohibited, we all fall ill with it at some time, mine never leaves me - said Ahelios remembering it and being stopped on her having remembered.
-Explícame again this sensation that you have - said to his top close friend L.
- in me it is a disease without priest, but if perhaps your you fall ill I will be able to advise you to find like chemical treatment. The metacorporatión allows the reproduction but not the love, if you do not neutralize the atavistic disease with medicaments, they will allow you to be sorry it but not to express it. Only the warriors can form couples of eromenois between them for being useful to his service to the metacorporatión. But it is absolutely prohibited among technical personnel and it is never possible ever approach) these two secondary castes - Ahelios said suspecting something in his ward.
- But how to recognize and to treat this atavistic disease? - asked L his Superior.
- How to understand it? - said Ahelios - it is an urgency, an urgency without aim, an anxiety empties, a melancholy that lasts and is not explained, a flavor of which he lacks anything to the time. The longing of a tenderness that is not in any side, but that always I need. It is in me the atavistic disease - I conclude Ahelios.

L listened to it and for the first time understood it. A clear meaning appeared in these words. This evening began to feel what his friend was feeling. Something that it would never stop feeling and that would refocus every part and intention of his life.