35 QUANTUM ENGAGEMENT

35 QUANTUM ENGAGEMENT

A trillion of trillions of years before …

It was the cold dawn of Plouton, one of a few dawns that still(yet) were staying, the wind was rising whispering for the sides of a high building, as an invisible and cautious feline.
L took to M a letter that ultimately did not deliver, this letter was beginning this way:

M. Dear John letter.
My love for you is a tree to which they start falling(falling due) the leaves(sheets). Now it(he,she) continues I live enclosed growing slowly, so(then) only a few minutes have happened(passed), maybe already an hour, since you said to me that you cannot tangle your heart with mine.
Nevertheless …
The material immensity of this planet was frozen and black.
In a high balcony, since(as,like) on the world, M and L share the time, which at this hour takes the form of cold fort, of intimacy and of weariness. M looks in the sky to eliminate a multitude of stars and the invasion of this blue fort before the coming of the light.
And that one was the secret happiness of the two eromenois: a few minutes one next to other one in Plouton's arid and anxious vastness.
But this happiness was like a gaseous, precarious and volatile body. L it(he,she) wanted to caress her, but to have age to undo it.
The dampness and the cold somehow also were this happiness.
This forestalled discharge, now so distant, L spoke to him(her) to M it(he,she) brings over of the end(purpose) of the time, since the destinations(destinies) of both men in the metacorporación were prohibiting them to speak about love.
The complete(upright) heart of M was listening to the distressing theories of this universe without god, that both were living(inhabiting).
- none of these stars that you see exist in reality - he(she) said L with the fixed eyes in the reflections(reflexes) and trasparencias of the look of M.
- Explícamelo - he(she) said M interested more in L that in the content of his(her,your) words. His(her,your) solid breathing was getting embarrassed in the proximities of that technician.
- to the light … - it(he,she) began L - … it(he,she) him(her) takes a time any image comes to and from, because of it comes slowed down. The things always come a bit late. Even I you see you since(as,like) you were it(he,she) does a fraction of time, not since(as,like) you are really now. These stars that are disappearing above(up) of us, already are not in any side. Actually(indeed) they do not exist. So many million years have delayed in coming his(her,your) images to us that in this time these stars have gone out and disuelto, leaving his(her,your) images travelling to alone in a universe actually(indeed) in the dark.
M listened disturbed(embarrassed).
- you say that only I see your past - he(she) said slow M and with the look completely loss in these stars - and you mine. It is as if we were alone.
- but we can suppose our presentes. - he(she) said L - lost at the back of these dead echoes, in the deepest thing, there are images of the same origin of the universe - he(she) added.
- An origin of the universe … how can they say that there was an origin of the universe? - I ask M, which prompt would leave this universe - how at some time did it(he,she) be that nothing of this existed? - he(she) asked M that it(he,she) had crossed and I dress thousands of galaxies in his(her,your) warrior's life, a cosmos that as he(she) was saying L they had been at some time at all.
After a few seconds he(she) added confused:
- if there was only nothing, why suddenly the universe appeared why did not it(he,she) continue anything?
- nothing is nor remains. It(he,she) does 95 786 trillions of years, there was something, a thing very different from what we know now as "matter" or to be, it had neither extension nor duration, the more seemed in our universe to this "something" is nothing, but it was not actually(indeed) a "absence" or "emptiness".
M listened to it like trying to excuse so many incoherence in the words of L.
- a change of condition(state) of this entity, it(he,she) gave to him(her) new characteristics, one of them the time and other one the space, which they began there. In this to begin everything was compressed(controlled) into the volume that occupies a particle subatómica - he(she) said L - in the thousandth one of second, actually(indeed) in time of root of less one, suffered a serious inflation and then violently it(he,she) expanded up to a cosmic volume. And still(yet) today it(he,she) expands and dilutes the cosmos increasingly intensively, as if it(he,she) was urging the "being" of the world to return not to be.
M looked to L. He(she) had said something so rare(strange).
- but this universe enclosed in this narrow volume, why it(he) remained still and suddenly it(he,she) expanded? - he(she) said enormous and frozen M - why was not it(he,she) doing anything before?
- actually(indeed) reality there was no a universe compressed(controlled) before so(then,since) in the first expansion it(he,she) began the same time - said L - before it(he,she) was not necessary to be.
M asked: does nobody know what originated to the universe in this precise instant and not in other one?
- actually(indeed) reality this origin did not happen in the time - said L - it(he,she) is to say, it(he,she) had not time in the first moment; somehow it might say that it did not happen in the strict sense of the word to happen.
- but I suppose that there was one before in causal sense, though not temporary - he(she) said already interested M.
- it is problematic of imagining - it(he,she) answered softly L - better it(he,she) is to think that the being turned(became) time and the space, bony(osseous) matter.
- And what is going to happen(pass) in the future? - I ask M trembling for the cold. - why do they say that these are last days of the cosmos?
- by that the Aether is already very diluted, the humanity will come soon to the limit entrópico, a limit that the human life will not be able to spend(pass) - answered L.
- Why? What is this threshold entrópico? - he(she) said M caught by the curiosity. M had fought hundreds of years for innumerably worlds and it(he,she) had never heard not seen(dressed) this limit.

- you will know that there are fundamental laws in the nature, none of the technologies that we use the human beings in the whole cosmos violates any of these laws, the science and the applied(hardworking) goal - philosophy do not allow us to make anything supernatural. One of these laws of iron is the second law of the thermodynamic one.
- That says this law? - I ask almost being rumoured to yes the same M.
- Bueno - he(she) said L - he(she) says that the disorder increases irreversibly in the universe. To the beginning everything was an order, the movement of the universe is the trip from this absolute order up to the absolute disorder, there where the universe was finding his(her,your) end(purpose) and the time it will be ended. This trip of the order to the disorder is actually(indeed) the same origin of the time and his(her,your) direction(address). But the life is an order, the life accelerates the exterior(foreign) disorder and creates a negative pressure that allows the order in his(her,your) interior, though in the general balance sheet(assessment) always it(he,she) increases the disorder. But this condition(state) will not be able to continue indefinitely, in some decades the chaos of the cosmos will be almost total and the life will not be possible. Since it will not be possible to disorder the disorder, this way the life will not be able already to be. Every time the life, which is an order, will be more and scantier until already it(he,she) does not exist. No current machine will be able to obtain energy of the universe. This it is the thermodynamic limit or limit entrópico and our sentence(condemnation) to death in this aged universe. Already there will be possible either the human life nor any other way of life - he(she) said L.
- then because of it do they say that this one will be the last generation of human beings? - he(she) asked M.
- if. Our machines only can take advantage of certain types of anti-entropía-he(she) said L - these sources(fountains) will be ended in less than this generation lasts.
- it(he) is because of it that have escaped the animals put - dimensionales-said M understanding(including) it - what will happen(pass) later?
- The universe will be in an incompatible condition(state) to the life for an eternity. Because of it the goal - corporation has undertaken this experiment at which we we all are employed.
- There is no possibility that the life survives this thermodynamic limit mas there of our generation? - he(she) asked M - It(He,She) is to say will all the efforts that we do the men to persist in the time be vain finally?
- this way it(he,she) is - he(she) said L while his(her,your) arms were freezing - because of it this experiment demands so many sacrifices from us to go out of the universe before this happens(passes) - he(she) concluded with sadness.
- I know that it is not possible go out technically of the universe - it(he,she) commented On M - there are rumors of which this experiment is a lie mounted by the metacorporación to calm the populations of the different planets. All the initiated ones in the goal - philosophy we know that the universe is finite but that nobody can find his(her,your) limits and that for definition everything is inside him(it). Another universe, if it(he,she) is that it is, is unattainable. There is rumored that you are the real person in charge and creator of this project who will send us to the death I know that out of the universe there is no space, I do not even empty, not even time - added stoic and solid M.
L, it(he,she) perceived small pity that M was feeling for yes same. The warriors like M were prepared to suppress his(her,your) fear of the death by the goal - corporation and to working for the needs of the rest.
They felt the fleeting feeling of which, though far from this thermodynamic end(purpose), them already they were dead.
And really(exactly) they it were.
M did not wait for response, already he(she) had excused to L and he(she) said with soft voice:
- You were condemned to create this plan that probably loses me and to the others it(he,she) them saves. Only you know how it is the universe and why it is how it(he,she) is - he(she) said M.
Probably - he(she) said L suffocated and almost guilty - but do not be why "it"(he",she") "is".
M still(yet) asked after a cold silence:
- Do you believe really that there is another universe? - he(she) said looking at the false stars with a beautiful and clean look placed in the solid magnitudes of his(her,your) face.
L lied to console it:
- it(he,she) can be that it is, though enclosed on yes the same and unattainable; but some phenomena seem to be trans-universal and by means of them the escape(fugue) might be possible to another universe, where the life might continue. In addition, it is almost sure that this escape(fugue) already the animals have done it put dimensional before that we. If they went out it(he,she) is that it(he,she) was to where going out. And it is possible that it is like our universe with stars and planets.
- Maybe alive? - he(she) asked M trying to become convinced itself also he(it).
- Posiblemente - he(she) said L - there is thought that the origin of our universe was as when a stout wave strikes the rocks and multiple drops are formed(trained). This way one of these drops enclosed in yes same is our universe. It would be very strange that only once a universe was born, they must have originated millions.
The sky studded with false stars was invaded of an intense blue.
The face of M was meeting blue and his(her,your) pupils were crossed of these non-existent stars. The intimacy and the death returned emotionally to M and to L to the purest and essential regions of yes same.
- it(he,she) is sad - he(she) said M - to know that we are not going to persist not at least as species(kind), it is not important if it happens in the future. It(he,she) is furthermore(moreover) sad that the own(proper) death, to know the inevitable death of the whole humanity and of the life.
Softened by the cold, L regretted the passage of time.
M stuttered first and then he(she) said something rare(strange) slowly, rather, the words being revised to yes same.
-L ...-said and left the words went out with a perfect smoothness - suddenly start I feel that I love you.
L it was paralyzed opposite to these words.
Minutes happened(passed) then silently, with these words floating in the emptiness between(among) the two.
Like that, mute, they looked still and the smallest happiness ignited in them, surrounded with an entire universe of cold and with sadness. The beauty of the atavistic disease was narcotizing them.
The blue indigo of the dawn was clarifying to other one his(her,your) facial features(features) and gestures, gestures in those who were written his(her,your) those cannot be waived feelings.
L said to M very low, almost without altering the silence:
- it(he) was terrible, but beautiful that you were saying it.
- still(yet) I sit(feel) it - it(he,she) answered with an intimate sigh M.
L felt a secret intensity, as an echo of this wave that the cosmos made be born.
Above(Up), in the sky, the unreal stars were resigning and the artificial light was kidnapping the depth.
Of the bottom(fund) of the planet Plouton, there came a strong wind that struck the building resounding.
The powerful current ascended and reached them with his(her,your) powerful force. And it was as if this stout wind was rising as a breath to extinguishing the last stars, which as weak flames went out with him(it).

Only below, two parallel points of intensity had ignited in M and L. Two points unable already to separate or be eliminated.