52 A DEATH NO A EVIL, Or INOCENTS PARABOLE 2

52 A DEATH NO A EVIL, Or INOCENTS PARABOLE 2

A trillion of trillions of years later …
Another day more of the kidnapping, we walk already very slow so(then) it was very late. I reminded(remembered) the pitiful(harmful) figure of the stranger and his(her,your) end(final) was hurting(grieving) myself.
The Thecnetos had determined the disappearance of this person in a certain moment and the Emissary had executed it? Or had it been a decision only of this one? There was for me a moment already determined by this invisible intelligence to where there was taking me the Emissary really?
The Emissary slept, burying this way his(her,your) new emotions and I near him(it), I slept abundance of apprehension.
To the end it(he,she) was dreaming. A rare(strange) conversation was waiting for me in this dream.
Inside my head, in a place unreal but as clear(bright) as the wake, a cold hand it(he,she) took the shoulder. On having rolled over I met the dead man looking with attention to his(her,your) assassin.
I said to him(her):
- You seek to avenge your death will he be my assassin also?
- if. Soon it(he,she) will fulfill his(her,your) duty. But I do not want to take revenge, he(it) is not guilty of anything - he(she) said other one.
- he(it) killed you - I answered - and you were innocent of everything.
- Piensa - he(she) added cold, - only there is bad(wrong) that one that causes pain. Nothing that is done to an inanimate being is bad(wrong) or good. Because of it the Emissary does not have fault(sin) I was never in this death.
- but you, did not you want to live? - I answered - it(he) is not bad(wrong) through that wanting to live die?
- No - it(he,she) answered - so(then,since) while it(he,she) was living wanted to live. Every second through that it(he,she) wanted to live, was living. When it(he,she) was not living, he(she) was not wishing anything. There was fulfilled my desire to live up to the last second. The desire is present. And I did not lose the present.
- you say that only it(he) is bad(wrong) to provoke pain - I answered - and that you cannot feel now. Probably the Emissary feels pain for what it(he,she) did.
- only if he considers it to be bad(wrong). But he does not consider it to be like that. Nobody suffers - it(he,she) answered.
I felt confused and sad.
- Are you sad for me? - he(she) asked.
- yes, there is a pain in your disappearance: mine - I answered.
- It is an illegitimate pain - he(she) said - is a pain for a pain that nobody feels, an absurd feeling.
Then it(he,she) looked at me feeling a sorrow(sentence) for me and he(she) asked me: " why did you believed that the dead man was I? "
Amazed, I saw that it(he,she) came closer the Emissary and having a little rest to his(her,your) side it(he,she) looked for the dream. I glimpsed the intimacy of the two that had believed mistakenly mine and a painful desperation was started igniting in me, while I was vanishing in the air.

In the same instant in which it(he,she) was eliminating the last atom of me, I woke up.

The slept Emissary moved one of his(her,your) hands looking - moonstruck - for one of mine, waking up on having grasped it - unconsciously of hacerlo - in the just moment to save myself.